|hello hello : D
||[Jan. 28th, 2007|07:21 pm]
hello ! these are bears that i saw from japan, they will do a funny little dance if you throw them apples : )
drew a really bad audrey hepburn to stick on my diary, haaa.
have a bag of goodies to send to moes (for her birthday, which is VERY late now. i thought my parents already helped me mail out, but the trusty pair had forgotten, and also piled up old recycle newspaper ON TOP of it?? hence must rush out to postoffice asap tomorrow)
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will put a stop to withering!!! (as well as feeling sorry for self, take positive actions to improvement rather than constant whining. yes i will!)
mm, didnt do much, another lazy afternoon of watching shinchan clips on youtube and old movie marathon
yesterday had so much food!
we cooked mr crab (sigh, but yum.), had cauliflower that was all soft and creamy like mashed potatoes, mangoes bites
my ex messaged me the other day, the conversation sort of went like this :
him : hey, it's been a while, you disappeared off my list
me : im still .. on your list ?
him : of course! why am i not on yours .. : ( .. ?
um. i really do admire how people can forget everything they've done to another person, and act like sunandshine, everything's fine.
he'd even ask me if i was planning to meet him up last year .
hey, this doesnt reflect that im still the grumpy cow holding on to 'the bygones'
but you really can't expect people to play along the forgive and forget, especially when you've hurt someone (oh so many times) and is completely unremorseful
though , LUCKILY! i have forgotten, haha. but it doesnt mean i will forgive!
my friend, who bumped into my ex and his current at a party, said to me that it was lucky i just missed him, and i asked him if he said hi to him, and he's all "yeah of course, we're alright now, caught up with things and chatted nicely, we're all in uni now, so we're all MATURE." braggartybrag and it goes on from there (similarly with various individuals too)
ok there's something very wrong with this scene (especially the same friend has implied that im very immature for disliking a certain tagalong individual who has the foulest mouth EVER, haha).
i hate it when people, after a few odd months of going away to college, suddenly feel + try to convince others that they are so cool and mature and been flayed by the cruel world (geen gor sai meen)!
i just REALLY want to tell them hello, ive been out here for 2 years (ok you know, its not like ive been through a storm or anything, haha!) and i know a lot of people who's been out there alone for more so stop talking to me about this sort of stuff, of course you'd mature and change over the course, but the rich doesnt brag about being rich~
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lala. there's no beef! im just ranting! haha.
talking about beef, look at my cool cow cup!
i know. it even has the ....
( mmm. what"s this?Collapse )
sober. promotes antisocialness and hostility, they should make alcohol pills like nicotine ones. hahh. easy way out for me -_-''